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Monday, November 05, 2012, 6:03 PM

You only know how to flare up when I say those things.
Why the fuck don't you go and think why am I always thinking about the same things?
I don't even feel secure.

Maybe we're just too far from each others' dreams and we're both headed for different paths.

It's not scary when I can cheat death,
it's scary when I cheat even myself.

One day i'll just say I had enough and surrender,
and I know this day is nearer than ever.

The only thing I pray these days,
is to return to the paradise where I originally belonged to,
away from this cruel, ugly place.




love.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012, 10:17 AM

Today I get to eat the worm hurhurhurhurhur. 
Okay nevermind lame.

My life has been such a bore I barely have anything to blog about wtf.
Sooner or later it'll be like.
"Hey morning.
Today the grasses are green, skies are blue.
Till next time."
It'll be so sad because other than describing the colour of inanimate objects I won't have anything else to talk about. :(

On a random note.
Staying at the opposite sex's house all the time and claiming that y'all are just 'platonic friends' sounds like a whole lot of bullshit. 
Doesn't show that y'all are tight,
it just seriously screams "cheap, slutty, and shameless." :)
Ligka call-for-free-fuck centre.
Ohhh gross, first thought in the morning just had to get this out somewhere.
That face of yours can barely turn a pig on.
Scratch that,
it can't turn shit on.

God bless you to have a good fortune and never run into me,
because god knows what i'll do. :D

Oh god I really know a copious amount of idiots,
not that I wanna give a fuck but there's a lot that i'll have to deal with.
Such as...

To be continued on the private blog. 
Good day bitches.




love.
Monday, October 08, 2012, 6:33 AM

Hello my very private space. (Due to it being dead for too long)
Been so fucking long since I last blogged.
Of course, what could be a better time to revive this dead space than now?
At 6.26am of yet another night attacked by insomnia.

Been reading my posts since years back until now.
Realised that my posts went from funny to fucking serious business.
Okay not exactly, just that it's no longer as light-hearted?
Then again with a heavy heart how light-hearted can the post be?

I can never stop feeling upset, any more.
I can still vividly remember how that shit was like,
and I don't want to return there.
That feeling sucks, and that alone is enough to make everything a whole lot shittier. 

I don't want to be drawn back to that place I know I don't belong to.
Please let me go.




love.
Monday, January 16, 2012, 12:56 AM

Sucks to be jealous every other second,
because that just shouts,
"you're insecured."




love.
Sunday, January 15, 2012, 1:44 AM

Hello people, remember these times?

Weekly sentosa trip!


Birthday celebrations! This was jx's.

Henry's.


Norm's.


Boo's.


Random photo in class.


Random retarded times.


Again, haha.

The effects of a rushed photo from a stupid passerby.


Lepak times at panjang.


After och at changi beach.


At shisha, when we all lied about our age then.


And zejajnhjasc!

Since then everyone moved on,
and everyone changed.
For better, for worse.

There are so many times that I start missing those days.
When I look at the old photos,
when I randomly see these people on the streets,
when I see a huge clique hanging around,
when I see a huge group split into small groups,
when I see internal conflicts in those cliques.

Somehow I never regretted those days even though things didn't really end nicely.
And right now I guess I am the only person who still hopes that we still had those days,
when everyone are already leading their own lives happily.

Thank god we had the habit of snapping pictures all the time,
at least there's still something that I can look at and remind myself that those times were real,
and at all those moments,
we were all happy.




love.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011, 9:50 AM

The day kicked off on quite a bad note.
Took a cab to school.
Taxi Uncle: Go where?
Me: RP.
TU: Huh?
Me: Republic poly.
TU: Republic poly say republic poly lah, rp.
WOAH, don't blame me for your stupidity man asswipe.




love.
Monday, November 28, 2011, 10:48 PM

Worst messages replies:
"-.-" <- top hated face.
"Lol."
"Diao."
"Haha"
"zz"

"Okay."

The winner?
"K."


ANNOYING WAY OFF FUCKING CHARTS.

10000 words message and 1 word message gets the same reply,
short.
So why do I bother.

RULE OF THUMB: The reciprocal rule.
I'm really just gonna reply by how people reply me.

And honestly.
I don't see why on earth does it take five dinosaurs to die before I get a fucking short reply.
EG, "OKAY."

Mad angst, tolerance for short replies and long waits have offically sunk down to negativity.
GOD.


OKAY I DON'T EVEN WANNA BOTHER TRYING TO ORGANISE MY THOUGHTS,
IAMFUCKINGPISSED.

BYE.


P/S: Woah, mad short-fused post.
Stacked up stress really does no one any good. zz.
Got quite pissed with the comparison thing,
but i'd get pissed anyway if this happened in any other situation.

I also didn't really make a big fuss about your short replies,
(except for the ONE time I mentioned about it)
much less expect you to change.
The comparison got me damn fired up solely BECAUSE
whoever-that-was said it was okay from the start then kpkb about it later on.
For me it was never okay but I chose to accept it,
but accepting it really doesn't mean that I can't feel unhappy bout it.
Let's be honest here, I am quite irritated with it.
The only reason why I refuse to say anything is because it was my choice to be with you from the start and therefore I have to accept the way you are, good or bad.
I can only tell you what I like or don't like,
what follows after is your choice.




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